Chapter Two: Memory Recall

A complimentary chapter from the MMA book series.

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By Richard Smith
Medium Staff Writer

There it was. My first major good old-fashioned slap to the head moment. WHAM! BAM! HOLY SHAZAM!

It’s what I lovingly refer to as the clusterbomb awakening. Essentially, all that was and all that would be came back to me in a flood of revived memories and renewed awareness that would have left the average joe running for the hills. I use the term clusterbomb awakening. However, truth be told, it was more along the lines of a para-familial or meta-genetic clusterfuck that tore my skull open, dropped trough, and took a giant dump in my cranial cavity. In the awakening, all the paranormal dreams I had from childhood into my teens came back to me, hitting me like a fifty-foot tsunami and leaving me the wonderful task of sorting through it all for days after.

There was a time afterwards — I have no clue how long it was — when I went into a state of isolation. I cut myself off from everything and went through a massive upheaval in terms of personal identity and self-exploration. In sorting through the wreckage, I was able to put the pieces and the childhood dreams back together in proper sequential order. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I can hear the retorts coming out of left field. ‘You can’t remember your dreams from childhood. That’s impossible. That’s bullshit.’ Hey Sherlock, why don’t you pull your head out of your ass for five minutes and learn how to deduce what’s really being said here. They weren’t dreams. They were memories. Schmuck!

In the memory recall, all the extraterrestrial experiences from childhood became apparent as if they had just happened in the last twenty-four hours. What came of it was the understanding that my family bloodline has always been involved in the paranormal with regard to the galactic community and extraterrestrial intervention. As for me, I was brought to the realization that my brother Rob and I had been directly involved in alien contact scenarios since birth. In the years that followed, I would come to the understanding that there had been and always would be a dynamic difference between extraterrestrial contact and the constructed scenarios of alien abduction phenomena. Respectively, one represented the…